Of course there have been other “tragedies” in my life since the one described in the first entry of this series. Through a more recent trial, God convicted me of the need for accountability in my life, something I’ve avoided in the past because of pride and independence. I thought, “I’m not doing anything wrong and I don’t want people in my business.”
Navigating the Rapids
It took months for me to be in a place to write or even think about work. I felt sick to my stomach just looking at my computer.
Let me get this out. I feel like I’m swimming. I don’t know anything. I don’t know what to do next. On my knees.