Galina Pylypiv connected with the Emerging Scholars Network (ESN) at Urbana15, where she served as part of the liveblogging team. See some of her previous work here, and browse other Summer Snapshots here.
Same setting yet different pace of life. A transition from being an undergraduate student to graduate student at the same university is a place of mixed feelings. As I’m utilizing my summer by starting a research project, the reality of large time commitment is becoming very tangible for me as I realize how quickly time escapes from me. It leaves me questioning how to make the most of the time that I have. How can I live a well-balanced life in the midst of a busy graduate school schedule?
To help me think through this, God has been slowly teaching me the disciplines of solitude and Sabbath. I know from scripture that keeping the Sabbath was one of the original ten commandments given to Moses, which confused me for a long time. I used to believe that God was just being demanding and asking people to spend one whole day out of their busy 7-day week to do church things. I’m now learning that this is not necessarily true. The Sabbath is a built-in day of rest that God gifted to His people. It’s not a selfish thing, but a real gift. As a natural introvert, I find it restful to unplug from community to recharge. This makes solitude seem like it comes easily but I’m finding that it’s difficult to actually pull myself away from my work at times and spend quality time in solitude.
The discipline of solitude is spending time alone with my thoughts and allowing the Lord to search my heart. It is a time of reflection, meditation, clearing my head, and soaking in what the Lord is speaking. My best times of solitude happen near a body of water. Being in nature helps me to appreciate the intricacies of God’s creation—the details of the waves, the sounds of wildlife, and the characteristics of the wind. Through this, I am reminded of God’s care and love for me. The God who cares about the subtle details of nature also cares about the subtle details of my heart, emotions, and work. He cares for me, guides me, and listens very well.
Although these moments are short because life is demanding, they are a valuable discipline to maintain because they fill me with a quiet confidence in my Creator. It reminds me to enjoy every moment of my life as a gift from God as it says in Ecclesiastes 5:18. “This is what I have observed to be good: that it is appropriate for a person to eat, to drink and to find satisfaction in their toilsome labor under the sun during the few days of life God has given them—for this is their lot.”
God cares about the details. He knows that work can feel toilsome and mundane. Yet, it’s a gift from Him to find satisfaction in the work, in the business of daily life. Practicing Sabbath and solitude, even if for a short moment, is a gentle reminder of my dependence on God to enjoy my work and continue to do it with excellence.
Image courtesy of Galina Pylypiv.